May was a rocky month, full of wonderful highs and terrible lows that quickly drained the joy out of feeling good about myself. The feelings, they all intermingled. Here are a few nuggets from the month that kept me afloat and reminded me that the show must go on. My month it played out to the theme of Turn! Turn! Turn! by the Byrds.
A Time to Regret
Things weren’t looking too good at home, and yet I boldly sent in my book for publishing. What followed was growing tension at home, running parallel to the publishing process and with it, any minor stresses there, too. I found myself wishing I had waited a little longer, taken a more thought-out and informed decision something that wouldn’t pit a happy milestone against a time that clearly needed my full attention. But there was no turning back.
A Time to Divide
Just when I thought I might scrape through the release without more upsets at home, things took a turn for the worse. Thankfully, most of the work was online, and I could still make time to address book-related concerns. But I kept wishing I hadn’t done this during such an uncomfortable time for the family. I was there for them, yes, but my emotions were split between a moment of celebration and one of worry and I had to shift focus quickly.
A Time to Decide
After working so hard on Puttakappulu, I couldn’t bring myself to throw it all away. I decided to keep things quietly running in the background while being present where I was needed most. That decision felt better than abandoning something I had poured my heart and sincerity into. I just needed to carry it through till its final chapter.
A Time to Accept
My situation hasn’t changed I’m still here, devoted to my responsibilities at home. But the most valuable lesson this month taught me was this: it’s okay when things go wrong during what should be a happy time. It’s okay to prioritize. And it’s possible to make time for both. Acceptance is the key.
A time to build up, a time to break down
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Puttakappulu
A seaside tale I’d like to keep alive…
Life, love, loss, and laughter—Puttakappulu brings it all together in a cozy bookshop by the sea. A must-read for those who believe in the magic of friendship.
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